Just wondersing if this has happened to anyone else. I do not know as of yet what exactly is wrong with me. My docs think if is some sort of auto immune disease attacking my muscles, but I love to take super hot baths, but lately when I do it feels like I just drank a couple bottles of wine as I am too relaxed, I don't dare shave and I have to be careful while getting out of the tub. The last time I did this was just so I could actually fall asleep faster, thinking if I relax my muscles then it may be a better night's sleep. It worked for a little while, but I literally had to rest my elbows on the bathroom counter to steady my arms while taking out the bobby pins in my hair. Everything that is happening to my body is just freaking me out. I am certainly not young anymore, but I am not old either. I am 42, but usually feel like I should be 92.
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