i HAVE A best friend... David, I have mentioned ihim once beofre I beieve/ Well he made a comment that I ahve abandoned him for the last two month, because I dont have time to just come and go whenever I am sick for days, occstionally weeks....Welll I look like crap, and probably stink, but am also scare, need a soft touch of massage and comfort, and just someone to understand my lonliness and fears, not question my tears, but hold me and be there for my on my lowest days. He thinks that fibro mayalgia wont keep me in bed, that I should be able to get up and coe to his house. I just need him to understand out typic al day, some bad some days too. That no for the most part as far as you can ge is a shower.... I did feel abandondnnd. He is a part of the motor that makes my life run, and he had just not been livin up to that. I will email with everyones ok, or just drag him to this site...well I am getting delirious, and not thisall makes sense on paper. Iwill check back in the morning.... Love you guys... Imma neeedin ya right now.... help.
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