I've been lurking on this board for awhile now, reading and learning, but not posting. I guess I felt that all I had to contribute was a very confused person who was lost, and in pain and I didn't want to bring people down...however, today I woke up and realized I had to fight back harder. That I couldn't just "sit and wait for things to get better" like the last 4 doctors I saw told me. Tomorrow I have a Doctors Appointment with a woman who seems more willing to hear me than anyone else has, so tomorrow I hope I take the first step to getting my life back. Looking for streangth and advice in this comming conversation. Thank you all for the words you have shared here. Your strength helps me, you wisdom teaches me, your bad days let me know I'm not alone.
Not a good way to start my work week. Sitting in my office crying. Just feeling so sad about work, about not getting to take my girls trick or treating (ever again, ex has custody the last Saturday of October), about being bullied by him weekly. He nagged me for two weeks and refused to buy them Halloween costumes. He hung out at my house for an hour playing outside with them yesterday....