I am finally home from the psych hospital. I am very foggy and on 6 damn meds in order to not wanna kill myself. This is going to be a very long hard road. The neurontin has kicked in to where i have no fibro pain today, did you guys even know thats possible? on it 4 times a day for my moods and pain. Back still giving me hell though. They said the fog will lift wihtin two more weeks. im on zyprexa instead of abilify, neurontin, vistaril which is 5 tiems a day, prazosin to stop the nightmares, trazadone, and remeron. Hope you all are well there is no way i can read and catch up but PLEASE tell me on here how you all are? I think and pray for you guys every day. Yous are always on my mind. If i get suicidal again i go back to ER and they will readmit me easier this time. There have me reading the book, i hate you, dont leave me (i think thats the name) its on borderline personality disorder. That is only one of my diagnoises. Main one right now is PTSD and then Severe major depressive disorder. I do not wanna eat my eating disorder is relapsed but no purging just refusing to eat, although they got me to eat some and did nutrition drinks too. Blood work when i got there showed malnurished. I am trying but im so drained. They said i seem a ton better than even friday and its goign to be awhile beffore im completlyl stable and feel good. I see my shirnk in 2 weeks, my case manager and PC tomorrow, and my abuse counselor most likely weds. I am goign to go set up my 4 times a day med box now, on 12 meds total counting my inhalers much better than 36
Well, I woke up!I fell asleep at 330AM, but.. Mom stuff is kicking my butt. As is fibro. And the shoulder is still sore as the dickens. I can't get in to see a doc in person,d arn it.Meanwhile...***Despite the claims of many, a field study showed that wolves in North America will live on small game, not just livestock. Mice are included in their diet on a regular basis, as are voles, moles,...
You know it's bad when you can't find a movie you haven't seen. I am watching more TV than usual with this quarantine. What are you watching?