My life is turning upside down. My husband left to stay in a convent. He is very sick. He hates himself and wishes to die. He says that he has no feelings what so ever except hatred and deparation. I now have no support physically or mentally from the one person I thought that I could count on. I want to help but I don't know what to do. And, on top of that my depression has just gone through the roof. I saw a counselor and a psychiatrist yesterday. I have been put on new meds to try and help the depression and anxiety. I just feel numb. My husband has been calling me constantly. He says that he loves me but needs to fix what ever is broke with him and wants us to work on our marriage. I want the same. He was the one person that I thought I would grow old with. I don't want anyone else. Please someone help me. Give me some advice or wisdom. I love the Lord but I feel I have been abandoned at this point. This is making me sicker and I can't seem to stop. I am begging for something, anything!!!!!!
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