For the last few days my sinuses have been killing me and both arms, fingers and wrist unbearable pain and the nausea, my boss asked me yesterday if i am going to be able to keep working, I said yes, but i really don't know. Have to be at doctors in an hour and a half, and to boot my neighbor died last thursday and has me and my husband very depressed and the funeral is today and we can't go as my husband said if we go they will end up taking him out in an ambulance. As he was the last person to see her that thursday as we were heading into town and she waved at us, but by 4 pm that day she was dead. She told my husband that she didn't know how Clarence would servive without her as she does everything for him. And she wanted to get everything all ready for him, and get her flowers planted and than whatever happened after that than she is prepared. So all of this was left on my husbands shoulder to tell her husband as he was at work and when she died he was on his way home, they got heart beat for 15 minutes at hospital, and that was it, and the autopsy should that all her arteries were 100% blocked, and she was a tiny woman, so you don't have to be fat or obeese to have a heart attack, and thats why we can't go as since that happened my husband has been having chest pains ever since and his heart is very tired and if we went to the funeral it might bring on a heart attack as he is so upset, and he says he wants to remember her as she was that day mowing the lawn and speaking to him. Sorry this is so long but very depressed and mixed up. hugs you guys
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