Do any of you think that our spouse's b/f etc get tired of us.??? or maybe start resenting us.. I noticed this evening mine getting rather testy cuz we were suppose to grocery shop today.. well I just couldnt. my pain was just too bad to go.. so he rather left with my list in a aggreivated way.. I feel so bad.. and guilty.. I do love our shopping times.. but there are times I have to make a decision not to go.. I thought maybe as the day went on I would feel better. but no dice.. I only sent him with a couple of days of food, and my thyroid med and sinus spray.. sometimes he just makes me feel like he is tired of a wife that is in pain ... sigh.. before fibro hit and my back went out. we were so happy and inseperable.. just love life together.. and now i see such a change.. almost seperate lives.. sigh...he makes me feel so guilty if you know what i mean... thanks... hugs to all..
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