I went to counceling with my husband tonight just like we do every week. I thought we needed it but it's so hard! When the counceler talks about my husbands problems it seems like I am his ONLY problem. She always, after talking to me about my illnesses and family deaths, turns to my husband and says "and how do you feel being with someone with this much baggage, it must be pretty awful for you!" I could swear she says it every week. The thing is, sometimes I go in there feeling ok, but I always leave feeling like a piece of crap. It's not really her fault. She is just doing her job counceling both of us. And the thing is, we can't get past all of my stuff to get to his stuff. But it's tearing me up doing this every week. I would quit if it weren't for my husband. I am so tired of feeling like dirt!!
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