Was back in ER yesterday, got my infusions from 12 to 2, was suicidal before that, they sent me to ER where i was till 930pm. No hospital will take me because of my central line. They sent me home, suicidal with 2 plans. I am safety planned with my neighbor, more medicated but still dont want to do this anymore........ If i get too bad i go back to ER a whole lot of good thatll do but its our deal. I am as of last night with more meds eating and drinking. They are hoping my dr can get me in monday if i am still eating and drinking and get the central line out and get me admitted. I need some F***ing help and noone is giving me what i need, i am desperate, i am cutting every single day. Why wont anyone help me????????? EIGHT DAMN HOSPITALS turned me down for having a central line!
Well, it's not yet 9 Am an dmy day sucks! Guess what showed up 9 days off schedule? (Guys, you can guess. Gals, you don't have to. You know.)Yep. Nine days off schedule. That's a record. Never more than 3 before. Oh.... crud. And it's the worst weather for my fibro --- warm and humid. Yippee!SO LET'S TALK.****LET'S TALK...CANDY!The gummy bear was invented in Germany.The caramel-chocolate candy we...
Good morning.Celebrate today for whatever reason, in whatever way, you feel best for you. The end.Peace & purrs:-) Dixie, where she's not meant ot be, yet again, and quite serene about it all. Fleece blanket? Nap time? Yep, that's her celebration!