I was once a healthy independent woman who enjoyed being alone.Now that I've been blessed with this insanity called fibromyalgia I feel like I need someone, ya know.Someone here with me to be my support system,a shoulder to cry on,an ear to listen,someone to get me motivated,someone to distract me from my symptoms,you get the point.My 10 year old son lives with me and my 2 year old son is staying with my mom until his loser father gets out of jail.I hate this man but I have to be with him so I can be a mother again.With my anxiety and fibromyalgia problems I feel like I will never find another man and I thought I could accept that seeing as how I'm no longer in the mood.But when I think of getting older I realize I would like to grow old with someone and not alone. So how in the world am I ever supposed to meet anyone when the only time I leave the house is to go to the doctors and I no longer care what I look like?What do others do who are alone?How do you feel about it?
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