Need to get on with my life. Need to find friends that understand me. Need people who have been where I am and have gone were I am going. People who really are living with this illness and taking care of a family and figuring out when and what meds to take and how to do it. People who work hard to get better even in pain. People that understands how hard it is to take care of others while you your self are in pain. When to take meds. When doing too much is too much?? When to stop????? People living with this illness and making their life work. People to talk to that understand. :)