Yess I have been diagnosed with FM. The doctors just want to make sure my rectal bleeding and stomach pain doesn't mean my ulcers are back. It will be my 6th colonoscopy in three years. Everytime they scope me there's more scar tissue and ulcers. The doctors also told me I'm not out of the clear for Lupus. Oh and if my ulcers are back then chances are I may have Chron's too. I'm scared for the verdict. I'm scared for the procedure. I don't like colonoscopies and they always put me in a wheelchair for about a week afterwards cause my body takes them so hard. I guess I should be used to this by now but I can't help but get mad when I have to have another "procedure" or when I start to deteriorate into another episode. The doctors asked me if I was depressed by all this last week. I looked them straight in the eye and said "I'm pissed, not depressed." I think they got the message.
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