I feel like such a burden. My husband expects so much from me and I try so hard to please him. But when I can't do what he wants, he belittles me and even makes fun of me or tells me I am faking my pain. Today, so I would not feel this way, I went ahead and did what he wanted and really hurt myself. Then instead of trying to help me, he yelled at me and made me feel worthless. I don't want to be this way, I did not choose this. I want to curl up and die right now because I hurt so bad. He makes me feel like I am such a burden.
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