I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE this nothing seems to help I had to cancel and reschedule my doc appointment because I didn't have the money to pay the copay for my insurance and now have to wait another painful week before I can get in today my elbow joint is hurting so bad that it was all I could do to pick up my baby to take care of him. I feel so robbed I feel angry because I am not used to living with limitations and not being able to do even the simplest things. I just feel like quitting just laying down and saying forget it all of it the pain the bieng tired all the time all of it. I sware to god if it weren't for my boys I would and that would be it. I am going to bed now and trying to get some kind of sleep if that is even possible right now.
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