Well after my post yesturday i went to lie down on the sofa - i couldnt even get tot he bath cause i ached so much - i was going shivery and hot - my head hurt and i just couldnt stop sleeping - my legs and back of my knees hurt so much and my arms and everything - i really felt like i had flu - really bad flu infact i got tot he point where i was wondering wether or not i might have meningitus cause i ached so much but i didnt even have the energy to get the phone !! Eventually i went to bed at 11pm but i really struggled to get up stairs and i felt really sick and light headed and not very steady atall - i eventually fell asleep and this morning i have woken up and i dont feel brilliant but i feel a little better than last night - however i cant stop crying :O/ and i do feel kinda tender - surely this can be fibro can it ? how can it be so intense one night and ease in the morning a bit !! i was really close to calling ambulance last night but im glad i didnt now cause i would have felt a bit silly if they said yet again "theres nothing wrong with you" This is truly horrible!!
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