I don't know what is going on with me. They have me on Depakote 500mg a day 2 x's a day and plus valuim. Well I have been falling apart non stop to the point I just want to end it all. My body hurts my brain is worse and I feel broken. DH finally told me I better pull it together because he is tryingto keep it together himself. I told him that I was worried about everything and one of them is loosing him and he told me that he is here so stop that worry. I can't stop the horrid thoughts racing through my brain. He told me to stop the Depakote fornow because something isn't working right. We did the treel ast night and I just was so numb. IM SCREAMING FOR HELP. I am new to all this and I don't know what to do what to expect or how to handle things. All I know is my body hurts and I cry all the time or I just get very calm. I have panic attacks when we go out because I know I shouldn't even think about spending money since I lost my job!! IS THERE HOPE!!!
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