Hi everyone. I am bobbi, I live in Wisconsin, never been anywhere else. I am 28 yrs old, I have had 3 children, all boys 11,8, and 4. I gave my oldest up for adoption when he was born, it was an open adoption and I still get pictures and such, he is also in Wisconsin. My other 2 boys live with me and my Boyfriend of nearly 4 years, Shawn who is 36 in 2 weeks. I dont get out much these days. My dr first thought I had Fibro and put me on Lyrica. That worked great, at first. I had no pain for the first time in 3 years! Now it just works for a lil while out of the day and I also have to take a strong muscle relaxer. I also have a few mental issues. BiPolar, Adhd, PTSD, OCD, Depression, Severe Anxiety and Panic.. Yeah I know, I have Issues. I am on Meds for alot of these things and I hate taking a handful of pills every morning and every night. but thats what I have to do to be able to function and take care of my family the best I can. Some days I cant hardly move from the pain. But Shawn is a great guy and takes care of us! But not being able to get out means I dont have any friends and I dont have anyone to talk to aside from Shawn. And Im sorry but a woman needs an outside soundingboard or 2! Some times I just need to deflate, let go of all the crap thats been building inside me. And there are times when I vent to Shawn, but more often than not it ends up in an arguement, when all I am trying to do is get the weight off my chest. Anyway, I thought I would say Hi. Accept me as me or tell me to get out. Thanks
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