Does anyone else experience this? Sometimes during sex, this cruel little voice creeps up, and just starts ripping me 2 shreds. Doesn't even sound like my normal "mind-voice" is cold & just hateful! Become so filled w/ despair that I cry & cry & try 2 disquise it as heavy-breathing (my husband has caught on a few times "R U crying?" but I don't want him 2 think it's him, so I cover it up by saying i'm just stuffed-up or something-we only have sex in the dark so covering up a complete emotional break-down during sex isn't as difficult as it may seem. Don't know why it started happening, but am only able 2 cut it off, by "going numb" & now, I HATE SEX!!! I feel it's like when U lose weight, U try 2 work off u'r tummy & end up shrinking u'r breasts in the process-I tried 2 close off my mind to that self-torture, but now all my sexual responses have shut down as well.