I have had that problem with my hubby. And I had the same feelings you describe. Is it possible that your BF is feeling stress? Tired? Have you talked about it? Talking about it did help some with my hubby. Things are not perfect, but they are better. But I would tell you , don't assume anything until you have talked.

I agree open communication is important. I haven't had sex in almost 4 years. Husband cheated on me so i know how you feel Keep your chin up hun. Everything should work out fine

He pushed you off of him??? Oh my...

You are beautiful and not faat at all - so don't even think that's the reason!

Hi, mama05!!!
How else COULD you feel, in that situation!!!
Have you two discussed this ongoing situation? If so, what came out of it? What reason does he give?
This DOES need to be talked about, you know. If you haven't yet talked about it, do so. Pick a time when you are not in bed together and not at a time when you are already in any kind of heated discussion about something else.
There is usually something much deeper going on, when one partner loses all or most interest in sex.
Good luck!!! I've been through continuous sexual rejection and I found it extremely hurtful!!!!

I would be skeptic of your boyfriend's behavior. It sounds like he could be cheating but I don't want to insinuate anything. Cheating can be detrimental to your health though. Try talking to him. I had a friend once who's boyfriend stopped having sex with her for months and it turned out he had an obsession with porn. His infatuation with porn stars was so extreme that he lost any sexual desire he once had for his girlfriend, who was in fact beautiful. It is also possible that something is affecting him that he is insecure about sharing with you. Maybe he suffers from depression. Communication is very important. Good luck to you.