ok i am usually not ballsy enough to start a topic like this but it is an issue to me and i just cant get it out when im in therapy ..so here goes.. Ever since i was around 11 i discovered masturbation and have done it maybe ..ill say approx like 10 to 12 times a week.May have some to do with my insane hormones but no matter what men say (or the men ive been with) after about a year they NEVER want to have sex everyday.Not like i just love to have dirty thoughts and want to molest myself (lol) all the time its not that .I fing after i have an orgasm i can go on with my life.Its like a stress release to me.But as i am becomeing more and more religous i started to feel guilt.So i took a stand and made it about 10 days.But then of course the L word came on and that was the end of it for me.The bad part about this is it has to be my own thing.I have to be by myself to really enjoy it so that means that i am hiding something from my fiance. I am afraid now that i have started again i will start to "overindulge " again. I just feel like a pig sometimes.. I need someones advice ..thank u
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