Since my 1 year old was born ive had no sex drive and is put a major strain on my marriage. Ive lost alot of trust in him lately really for no reason. I was in a horrible relationship before him that was all about sex. He was my first and I thought I had to have sex with him to keep him around. He broke up with me over sex. I dated him for three yrs. I should be over this by now considering Im married with a child. I never told him no but I still feel like Ive been abused. For some reason I feel like my husband thinks the same way he did. So a part of me holds back still trying to make sure he wants me and not sex to avoid getting hurt. After sex I feel empty and sad. Unless I think about having another baby during sex. I guess if I feel like I want another one while Im having sex then Im doing it for a good reason. Sometimes I think I may want another one but at the same time Im so busy now. How do I know when is the right time to have another. The first was an accident and I would really like to be trying the next time around.
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