I'm 17 now, but since I was 12, I've been obsessed with rape. I've have rape fantasies and find it the only way to satisfy myself. And this has been going on since I was only 12. I don't understand how I could have been that young really understood things like that. And I know rape is not a good thing, and that it's a horrible thing to go through, but I can't help it. And I was just wondering if anyone else has ever known something like this. And could this mean, maybe i could have been abused because it started at such a young age? and if not, then why do i feel this way and have these fantasies? also, is it unhealthy? I just don't understand.
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