Hi I just joined this group so you won't recognize me. Please feel free to ask to be my friend as to find someone who gets me is truly a blessing. I have fibromyalgia among other ailments. I feel it is making be alone. No one(including my husband) gets what I go through. If I try to talk about to ppl it seems they are not interested. My husband tries to bully his way through it telling me what he thinks I need to do to feel better, yet he has never been to a Dr. appt with me and has ignored my attempts to give him any information I can find on it, so maybe he can at least get a small glimpse in to my days. I spend a lot of time home alone. Most of the time I cope very well with this, as I don't feel like doing or going anyway. My problem is when others are around, who don't get my illness, I feel so alone I wish I was by myself. Today husband was telling me it was pretty outside and what I needed to get done. I couldn't go anywhere today the pain was so bad. I found me wishing he would go to work and leave me alone. Has my disease gotten so far gone that I will spend the rest of my life alone? It is a scary thought. Thanks for reading and any replies.
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