We all feel alone at times. But why is it that when things are going great in my life, I feel happy. Why do I always go out of my way to make people happy? But now, at my darkest hour i dont have anyone to turn to. This because my ex boyfriend now, he broke up with me. if i mention it to my friends i FEEL as if they'll be like o lord. here goes "bLU" again with her break up depression. They all think im dramatic so... my so called best friend, i think she's talking bad about me. one day she called me a hoe. to my face, acted like nothing was wrong with it. it hurt me so bad, and i forgot until now. she went to paris and i was dating this guy. for a week. she came bac with a kamasutra thing and said i figured u guys woudl be sleeping together already. now she just messes around with her loser boyfriend. I feel like i have no one in my corner. i feel as if my mom doesnt support me. even as i write this letter, i feel sad because i have to turn to the internet for friends.i havent found any.. i feel like i "crave" male companionshuip. i dont know what i need. medication. im depressed. i can diagnose myself. i just wish that tings were different. sometimes i want to be alone. sometimes i dont. right now i do and i dont. i just need some help.
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