Even though I am still married, and he claims that he still lives here, I feel alone all of the time. My children keep me company during the afternoon and evening, but I need to have a friend/compainion for me. Some days I cant remember if I have even spoken out loud. I tried talking to myself for awhile but that seemed to be upsetting to the children. I feel as if I go to bed alone, sleep alone, wake up....alone. How is it that I feel so totally lost and incomplete and he doesn't see the problem?
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