The past few days my depression has been getting really bad. I don't want to go out of the house at all. I just want to stay in my room. I wish I could sleep all day, but I know when i eventually do wake up I will be even more depressed and I don't want that. i don't like this feeling at all. Usually when I start to feel this way suicidal thoughts start coming. I hate it! I haven't self harmed in 2 months but now I'm burning myself again. And it's the weekend so I don't have my therapist to reach out to for support. I just feel so alone. So sorry for venting all this negative stuff. I'm just scared and lonely.
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