hi, im new here.i know this is a bad way to jump into the group but i feel so alone. my dad was physically abusive and emotionally abusive(he hasnt done anythin since xmas), moms emotionally abusive/passive aggressive. i feel so alone in this family and cant talk to tanyone. i feel like im chasin my friends away by complainin to them. i feel like i have no one to talk to except my animals and i even feel like theyve drifted away from now. im so depressed and cant talk to anyone, not even about the nightmares from my past sexually abusive relationship or my irrational fears as a result of my dad or even my high amount of insecurity. i feel like theres no point to life and i just feel so alone.
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