hi, im new here.i know this is a bad way to jump into the group but i feel so alone. my dad was physically abusive and emotionally abusive(he hasnt done anythin since xmas), moms emotionally abusive/passive aggressive. i feel so alone in this family and cant talk to tanyone. i feel like im chasin my friends away by complainin to them. i feel like i have no one to talk to except my animals and i even feel like theyve drifted away from now. im so depressed and cant talk to anyone, not even about the nightmares from my past sexually abusive relationship or my irrational fears as a result of my dad or even my high amount of insecurity. i feel like theres no point to life and i just feel so alone.
Posts You May Be Interested In
I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...