Feeling Alone Community Group
A place where when you feel alone, you can retreat and perhaps find someone else who is feeling those same feelings, finding solitude and compassion.
I am really not alone - I have a husband, my daughter(a single mom) her son and two gorgeous bengal cats
but there is so much turmoil in my life (just for now I know but I can't seem to get past that which I know is true) that I feel totally isolated and stranded in this my own world.
For whatever reason I have attracted these circumstances but I don't know how to unattract them. They include but are not limited to: financial oh my god not another bill, controlling & bullying people, family court for someone who has not contributed to his son and has physically and emotionally assaulted my daughter, a bounced paycheque and a roller coaster of NSF fees as well as a hold on all deposits now made - a knowing I can get past this but a lack of self confidence to let me!!!
but there is so much turmoil in my life (just for now I know but I can't seem to get past that which I know is true) that I feel totally isolated and stranded in this my own world.
For whatever reason I have attracted these circumstances but I don't know how to unattract them. They include but are not limited to: financial oh my god not another bill, controlling & bullying people, family court for someone who has not contributed to his son and has physically and emotionally assaulted my daughter, a bounced paycheque and a roller coaster of NSF fees as well as a hold on all deposits now made - a knowing I can get past this but a lack of self confidence to let me!!!
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
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My ENT sent me for more tests last week...one where they had me lie back in a chair, with blacked out goggles on so I couldn't see while they administered water into my ears one at a time ( first warm, then room-tempurature, then cold) while they video taped my eyes and asked me questions to determine how cognizant I was... This test went HORRIBLY. They were about 20 seconds or so into...
KAREN
Stress can truly bring out the lonely in us, cant it?? Because so many others may be around us going through life like a breeze... lol.
Hang in there my friend.
Unload here. SO many of us do understand.
Sincerely,
MJ
good luck stay positive