I am stil alone,and terrified of being alone forever. I don't have any friends that I can really talk to about what I am truly feeling. I lost my mate last year, and since he has been gone I feel like I am not alive anymore. I feel like my life died along with him. It is a awful feeling and it is consuming my every thought.I live with his brother's family right now and it is very hard being around them with him not here.I just feel so alone and my thoughts are always miles away.I want to get my life back and I want to love and laugh again.I have so much to give.
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