alone and unhappy
this is my first time here and i guess i am looking for others who know how i feel. Yes i have family near but i still feel very alone and shut out. i have been sick for a long time and i still dont feel like my family wants to understand or sometimes if they even care anymore because there is always something wrong with my health. they have gotten to the point where no one even invites me to go places or do anything with them i just wish they would at least call to see if i feel like going i do have good days where i can get out and do things. This just makes me feel like im alone in this world.
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