They isolate me, and tell me I live to far away and I live 12 miles from my parents but they will go visit my sister who lives 10 miles away. My sister goes out with my brother all the time. I stayed at my parents house Friday night and my sister came to get my brother and they went and got her a mothers day gift together. I feel like they hate me and I never done anything to them. I was always treated differently growing up. My mom took out her anger on me and would tell me I was a bad kid and I was too much. I mean my sister and brother could do the same and she would blame there actions on me. I feel like I have suffered so much and to long at the hands of my family. They make me feel so bad about myself. They make me feel like I am ridiculous and I feel like I am the one in a group and as soon as I say something they look at me and everything gets silent and they are all like attacking me and my thoughts on things. It is anything I say it does not matter what it is it is always stupid or insane. Why do they hate me so much? What have I done? Why do I have to suffer this kind of pain of feeling so crappy about myself?
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