i guess to start off, my childhood life was horrible.. i always thought i was adopted, although they are my real parents. i have a older brother that use to beat on me when we fights. i am now a very closed person that hides in her room all the time and i have a lock on my door. at this moment and time i am wanted to just die and hope things will work out.. but i'm also thinking of moving out. because i have a great bf thats here for me. but he also has family probs that has effected me too. i'm very stressed about being at home, school, work everything. the worst part is that i've been with my bf for 3yrs and my relatives from my dad side still sets me up with other ppl. i was also put in a arrange marriage at the age of 17. so therefore i don't take marriage or relationships very lightly. i am not pretty much dis-owned from my mom side of the family and very distant on my dad side. and i guess i just need some advice about life here.. or someone to listen me.. i'm at my breaking point and i dunno what to do.. i guess you can say i'm pretty close to killing myself.
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