well it has been 2 mothes since i have seen my brother and i am feeling great i went away on a vacation with my 3 kids and just got away and well i was gone i seeked help and dicoverd the problem was partly because i was lonly and i did not think anyone would want me after my kids dad left and i know that that is not true i was feeling sorry for myself wich is somthing that i dont usauly do but now i am doing better and i dont even have the urge to see him or even talk to him on the phone ,well i was on vacation i met this guy that i am a little iffy about getting in to a relationship as i am ashamed of what i have done but my councler told me it is a good idea and that it is somthing to leave in the past and move on and not even to talk to this new guy about and so i have gone with him a few times he wants to take it farther but i feel that i cant even take that step knowing what i have doen and to make love with a man after that would it be wrong should i just move on and act like it never happend and be with this guy he is so sweet and he treats my kids rite but i just dont know if it is a good idea??/
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