Spoke to my mom yesterday. Told her as much as I want so much to be there for her surgery. I just can't. I am dealing with some health issues myself. She gave me her blessing. I told her what happen with my sister and of course she made excuses for her my sister. Not surprising to me. Telling me my sister just fustrated. It's okay to take it out on me. I don't think so. Of course bcuz I defend myself I was at fault. Tired of playing the guilty card game with my family. Not going to work this time. I have sat here for years and taking their crap. Not anymore. Like I told my mom. I sorry I will feel bad for standing up for myself and she can take her fustration out on someone else. Not going to me anymore. Of course my mom through in about my past card. I told my mom I love you, but your not going to make me feel bad and I am no sorry for standing up for myself. If you guys can't except me as I am now. There's nothing I can do about it. I love my family and always will there just something I won't put up with anymore. I was proud of myself for standing up. I could not have done this 4 yrs ago. 4 yrs ago I was a mess. I am so proud what I have accomplished and how much I have grown.
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