I've been married 4.5 years, we never have sex (well maybe once a month) we don't talk. we don't really hang out. I don't think I'm attricted to him any more, and I don't remember what I was attricted to in the first place. I think I'm traped and yet I'm comfortable and he keeps a roof over my head. but I'm starting to think thats not enough. I want to be loved and happy. I don't remember how to do that. sorry if this is stupid. any advice would be welcomed! thanks for reading.
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