Even after all of these years I'm still amazed that my mom can swing her moods so drastically and never admit it. She can tear you to shreds one minute(yesterday) and act like nothing happened the next(today). I work with my mom in a family business so I don't always have an avenue to get away from her. Sometimes I'm smart enough to recognize a mood coming. I just don't know how to not let her words affect me. How do I tune her out? 32 years and I still can't seem to do it! Sometimes I feel like such a winer. Why can't I just let it go? Yes, I have a mother who truly doesn't like me - may even hate me. Yes, my father was never around and thinks I'm only good to get money from. But why do I have to freaking care? My brain says don't give a sh.., my heart just doesn't listen.
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