i am on my own. well it\'s just me and my husband. my mother kicked me out of the house a couple years ago and i never looked back. my sister and i were best friends and still hung out all the time until she stabbed me really hard in the back this summer. i am trying to forgive but i can\'t seem to forget. i don\'t really miss my family all that much, except for my little brother. i miss him so much. but i feel like i can\'t go see him without being haggled and bashed by my mother. i know she feeds him lies and tries to make him hate me like she does. last i heard she told him i ran away because i was confused. she should have told him she kicked me out because she was jealous i was living my life. and not badly either. i was in college and had to quit because of her. she\'s so twisted i don\'t want her brainwashing my brother against me. but he\'s smart and i\'ll be able to explain everything to him one day. i hope.
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