why do i continue to do what i did yesterday? why cant i stop loving or at least longing for my daughter\'s mother. all i wanna do is stay close to my family but i can\'t get over the loss. i\'m struggleling to stay happy and positive but at every possible oppertunity she reminds me that she no longer cares or will participate in my life. she has done every steriotypical thing a women can do to a man after seperation. she has continued to show complete disregard for me and my position throughout or time together. this women has caused more confusion and pain in my life than any one and yet i still feel it\'s my fault it won\'t work. i\'m tired of the guilt and rejection.
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