i was thinking about this today, and i came to the conclusion that all my family ever do is criticise me, im never good enough. they come over to my house and tell me to clean it. i dont undertsand why i am not good enough for them, maybe subconsciously i am trying to still seek their validation, but consciously i dont want to anymore. i dont get why they are criticising me tho, as ive never done anything wrong...really i never have! but i cant escape their voices in my head...i try to get away from them but they will still chase me with their comments. what is wrong with them?
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