Im looking on ways to rebuild my marrige i have only been married sence feburay an i feel were starting to fall apart i have been with him for 5 years going on six an i feel less sicure now than i did when we were not married i struggle with trust due to a trama i sufferd a s a child an i feel i dont know what trust is. i have a husband who like tos to flirt with outher young women an i struggle when i see things on the computer that show that he is being unfaithful to me with words to other single ladies im so scraed i will loose him an im so unsure why he does this i feel as if im not good enough for him im so confussed an hurt by him an its ruining life for me i know insuide that im a good person an i dont diserve it but i love him an i want him to understand an stop doing waht he does im tired of wakeing up in fear everyday of my life i have tryed to talk to him a bout it but he just deanys everything im 6 months pregnant an i dont want my son to be born into a family that already struggles i dont know what to do ?
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