My father raped me when i was younger. After i told wen i was 11 my moms recent husband and mom said that it didnt happen and if it did i wanted it. then wen i was 12 my step day beat me n wen i told my mother she said it didnt happen and then my mom and i started fighting really bad. yellling and she hit me several times and knocked me down a flight of stairs. i was in and out of juvi, foster homes and group homes till i was 15 and then i got with this really good foster family well the foster dad and i got along really good but my foster mother and i didnt get along after a year or so of being with them she told me she was glad dat my family hated me and that what my biological father did to me was my fault. right before my 18th birthdayi had enough of her i figured if i was gonna be treated horribly might as well be from my own family. so i went home we moved shortly after that. my mom and i fight regularly i have been in and out of the home alot since then. Does any one have any advice on how to deal with all this?
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