I dont know what to do!! My mom and step father have been mad at me since Christmas, my brother told them some things that werent true and they believed every word he said. I called one morning and they both yelled and cussed at me for an hour, I couldnt even get a word in. What hurt the most was they didnt even ask my side of the story they just believed him and assumed I was guilty no matter what! I called my mom last night to try and straighten this whole thing out and once again they just yelled. I told them my side of the story and they just wouldnt listen its like I was talkng to thin air. I ended up yellin back which wasnt what I wanted to do at all I couldnt help my self its so frustrating trying to convince people you love that you would never do such a thing. They think I deliberatey told lies about them just to hurt them. We have been close my entire life so they should know Im not that kind of person at all, it just hurts so bad, and Im mad at myself because now I feel guilty. I feel like I should just give in and tell them what they want to hear even though its not true so that things will be normal again, but at the same time I need to stand up for myself for once, I always give in when things like this happen in the family. My fiance dosent understand why it bothers me so much, he dosent know why I care so much about what they think when I know it isnt true. It just eats me up inside to know they are so mad and urt by something that isnt even true. Sorry for rambling I dont really have anyone to talk to. Some advice would be great.
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