arrrrrgggghhhh! What is one supposed to do? My mother just cant miss a chance to make me feel low, like i'm not worth anything! She really has it in for me, and i dont even know why(!) Sometimes i feel she's full of toxic, then why does she show love and care to everyone else around me? I'm getting married in exactly 2 weeks. I cant wait to be with him for good, i love him so much... He makes me feel so special, he's so affectionate towards me, Where as my mother just enjoys making me feel like shit! I feel as if, she cant wait for me to leave and in front of relatives she makes it sound like shes going to miss me so much, yeah(!) And pigs can fly(!) Maybe she feels that i'm a burden on her, but then again she never does anything for me anyway, so it cant be that. I paid for my wedding from the brides side, not once did they offer to help me out, relatives will think they are giving me a lavish wedding when they are not, they just want to take credit for it, Its not fair because i worked hard and saved that money to make my day special because i knew my parents wont help me. But to be honest if they want to take the credit for it, i'll let them because i'm tired, i dont want to argue anymore, End of the day if people know then my parente will get criticised and like always i'll get the blame(!) My fiance knows everything, but i've asked him not to say anything to anyone, because i dont want there to be anymore arguements. He cant wait to take me away and he just encourages me to be strong and not give in to them and argue back. He said they'll realise after you leave them but to be honest, i dont think they will, some people just dont change. And even if they do realise, it'll be too late because i wont be a young girl anymore, all those years wasted with arguments, fights, hurt and hatred, can you really make up for it..?
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