after seven years of begging to see my parents just for once they have granted me this small wish. i was overjoyed. i cancelled once last week coz i was scared how i would react. it was my dad who abused me when i was 6. no one knows. yet i missed him as a father and my mum who was there when i was abused. i have been craving for their love whole of my life living alone.mum told me she never wanted me.tried to abort me but couldnt afford. tried to give me for adoption but my sisters stopped her. she never was around neither my dad. now i want to see them show them how much i love them in an hr i guess. i am scared what the outcome will be. how should i approach them. i dont wanna talk about my childhood coz they wont understand. i just need a little love . what if i cant get that either. or am i asking too much. please help
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