I hate it how when my mom starts her little games, it just messes my head all up. I'm starting back to work tomorrow (I'm off during the summer) and she's having a pity party and I have no ideal why. I've asked her is she was sick or anything and says no. But on the phone I get this silence, no responses or remarks to anything, just silence. She does ask me if I've spoken to my brother, I'll answer and then ask her the same question, I get a sharp NO! So, I'm figuring she's got her panties in a wad over my brother. I just wish that if she mad at my bro, then be mad at him, don't give me the silent treatment. And if she has a problem with me or needs something, TELL ME!!!! She wants me to figure it out, I can't figure out silence! I am so tired of my nerves being on edge and taking medication to calm down. It just seems so unnecessary, I mean what does being bitter and hateful accomplish, other than loniless. It's sad to watch my mom slowly push people to far and away. Thanks again for listening! Hugs to all, Lorie
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