You did great by admitting that you have problems. The next step is seeing a dr or a counselor. Nobody can understand what you are going thru and they dont know how to give support. But you can ask them to be patience while you get the helps you need. You need to talk to your mom about having boundary between both of you when it comes to talkin with each other. Folks have bad habits of not listening but want to be heard. Ask your mom how both of you can communicate. And set a guideline when you are feelin frustrated and that is when both of you need to stop. Because it is very hard to put feelin into words that make sense to anyone. You see when you are with your friends, it is easy to be free and be yourself. But at home, you don't like being told what to do which is not uncommon to feel this way. Be a bigger person and be a step ahead. Like you know your room need to be pick up. Do it before your mom tells ya. You are growin up hon and it is scarey. Go find a counselor and talk to that person. Sometimes it feels good to talk to someone then you come home, the problems at home is not so bad. Pray things will work out for you sweetie. Take care hon.

You need to talk to someone now. a professional. they can help you cope with your life, and they can give you good advice. hun, dont even touch the sleeping tablets. if you do then you can end up hurting a lot of people even when you think that you wont. and if you fail, think of what you would have to explain? if you need someone to talk to, im here.

you have done a good thing coming here and just talking it can help. i tried to kill myself a few years back with sleeping pills. i spent five days in the icu . i have finally found the right treatment after going to butler hospital i take cymbalta,i see a councelor and a syc. it works trust me. hang in it will get better if you talk.