How does he have the nerve to talk about his fucking wife when he bitched and complained about how she gives him hell? This dude is seriously fucked up. I regret I even started talking to him on the first place. I only jouned healthy sex group because I wanted him to get pissed off from my post as a sign of revenge. He made me feel wanted with some great compliments and I lost my head... and I wanted that to continue.I wanted him to concentrate on me ..not in a sense that I wanted him but I just wanted him to want ME and then be unavailable. He made me feel wanted and I wanted that to continue. It's not very healthy I understand. But it resembled this situation when several years ago before I got married I dated a married man. He chose his wife over me. That's not right. In my head it was as if that was the same person. Dunno how to explain. Now Im so pissed off at the guy I want him dead! I just want to feel important I guess. But why in the world do I chose such dysfunctional people to feel important from? How do I calm this problem?
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