without going into sooo many details, my parents really suck most of the time. i used to be close to them somehow although they have done soo many f*cked up things to me. i have reached my last straw with them when i just had my 2nd baby in july and things have been the worst ever with them ever since. well it's been 2 1/2 months now with me barely speaking to my dad and he doesn't try either. and with my mom, well, she just gets on my nerves so badly but she still tries to be a part of my life although she plays mind games and lies about anything and everything. i need to move on somehow and just try to accept that my relationship with them will never be the same and i have been "mourning" the lost relationship with them and the idea that it might get better...but it won't get better, so i need to change within myself how i deal with them. i thought about having them totally out of my life, but i don't think that would work for me and also my 3 year old son asks about them a lot and he knows them. i guess i want them in my life, but they hurt me all the time. i just want to move on. any advice? thanks!
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