I'm 23 yrs old and i moved back in with my parents in november due to some health issues! ive been seeing a really great guy we have been friend for 6 yrs in march! well my parents are gettin really anal about things! see i just bought this car from a friend of mine and its being repaired and usually my mom doesnt care that i need to borrow her car for things but lately she keeps tellin my to ask my step dad who really apperently in the last 2 yrs has started more and more to hate me! i dont know why but he does! well i had this procedure done yesterday and the doctor told me to rest that friday i could do my normal things! well i had asked last week if i could go get my boyfriend (who is 25 and lives 2 hrs away and doesnt drive.) on monday and my mom said yea sure well something came up and his family needed him to stay there so i asked if i could come get him today andi asked a few days ago and they said maby that they would have to see so ive been kissin ass . cleaning the house spottless and doin anything and everyhting they say no questions asked and i hate doin anything for them cuz they are unngrateful and very unfare about shit! but anyways, they screamed at me told me now way in hell was i driving their car and that i should be resting so! i then asked my 20 yr old sister if she and her boyfriend would drive me to go get him i would pay for everything and so they said ok! so went and got him and as soon as we got home my parents reemed her and i sayin to my sister"how fuckin dare she go behind there back when she knew they told me no and that i was suppose to be resting" my sister told them that i did rest i slept in the car there and on the way back and it wasnt like i was runnin a marathon or something that i just walked around! well then i asked if i could borrow a car to go stay the night with my boy friend at his parents house and my mom and step dad started yellin and me and callin me names and puttin me down and my boy friend sat in the other room just listening not knowing wat to do! i told them they didnt need to be yellin and gettin on to me that i was an adult not a child! and they said that i was imagining things that they werent yellin or gettin onto me that they were just simply talkin to me and i was blowin it out of proportion! i feel like im goin crazy and i dont know what to do itry not to get upset cuz i ve been gettin these really bad chest pains when i do and i have to take nitrogliseron to get them to stop and i already take high blood pressure meds and anxiety and stress meds and i dont know what to do im not workin so i cant move i just need some guidance cuz this is just some dumb usually it gets alot worse than this and im affraid im gonna lose my mind so someone please help me ild appreciate it!
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