ABOUT 9 YEARS AGO,I ENDED UP IN A BAD SITUATION,DEPRESSION,DRINKING AND ALL,SO I GAVE CUSTODY OF MY SON TO MY MOTHER,WHO BACK 3 YEARS AGO LOST CUSTODY AND HE WAS ADOPTED OUT BY THE STATE.WELL ABOUT A MONTH AND A HALF AGO,HE AND HIS WIFE OF ONE YEAR MOVED IN WITH MY HONEY AND ME.I THOUGHT THINGS WOULD BE OKAY,I WOULD HELP THEM GET IN COLLEGE,ON THEIR FEET AND ALL.WELL,I HAD HIS WIFE READY TO START SCHOOL,BUT NOW SHE WON'T GO.HE IS NOT MAKING AN EFFORT,THOUGH I TOLD HIM SCHOOL OR A JOB.NEITHER ONE WILL HELP ME IN THE HOUSE,ALL THEY DO IS COOK SOMETHING FOR THEMSELVES,THEN HOLE UP IN THEIR BEDROOM.MY HONEY WORKS 11 HOURS A DAY,AND STILL HELPS ME IN THE HOUSE WHEN HE CAN,BECAUSE I TAKE CARE OF THEM,HIM,THE HOUSE,THE MEALS,THE LAUNDRY,THE ANIMALS AND GO TO COLLEGE FUULL TIME,WORKING ON MY BACHEKLORS DEGREE.THEY HAVE A BENEFIT CHECK FROM THE MILITARY OF 700.00 A MONTH COMING IN,BUT NEVER OFFERED ME EVEN 100.00,THOUGH I WOULD NEVER HAVE ACCEPTED IT.SO,I FINALLY BLEW UP AND TOLD THEM THEY HAD TO HELP,SO THEY HOLED UP IN THEIR ROOM FOR THREE DAYS,COMING OUT ONLY TO MAKE SOMETHING TO EAT AND TAKING IT IN THEIR ROOM.SO I FINALLY TELL THEM THEY HAVE TO GO STAY WITH MY DAUGHTER IN LAWS FAMILY.I AM PREGNANT,HIGH RISK PREGNANCY AT THAT,I HAVE CANCER,WHICH NOTHING CAN BE DONE TIL I HAVE THE BABY.AND EVEN WHEN I TOLD THEM THEY HAVE TO GO OVER THERE,WHICH IS OUT OF STATE,THEY DO NOT CARE THAT THIS HAS HAPPENED.I FEEL GUILTY,BECAUSE I LOVE THEM SO MUCH,IT IS BREAKING MY HEART,BUT SOMETHING HAS TO MAKE THEM GROW UP.AM I WRONG FOR DOING THIS,OR WOULD YA ALL HAVE DONE THE SAME THING.
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